Post by EDEN CARTER on Oct 22, 2011 15:45:19 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0px,true][cs=2][atrb=vAlign, bottom][atrb=style, width: 420px; background: url('http://i.imgur.com/gdBBi.png'); -moz-border-radius: 30px 30px 0px 0px; -o-border-radius: 30px 30px 0px 0px; border-radius: 30px 30px 0px 0px; -webkit-border-radius: 30px 30px 0px 0px] [style=font-size: 26px; font-family: verdana; color: #648db8; text-shadow: 2px 2px 5px #b7b7b7; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: -5px]i don't know where i'm going[/style][style=background: #4c85c1; opacity: 0.6; font-family: verdana; font-size: 8px; letter-spacing: 4px; text-align: right; -moz-border-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-radius: 15px; -o-border-radius: 15px; border-radius: 15px; padding: 2px; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; color: #466484;]i don't know why i'm trying[/style][style=color: #4c85c1; padding: 2px; font-family: verdana; font-size: 9px; letter-spacing: 4px;]i just want to see the world with clearer eyes[/style] | |
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0px,true][atrb=vAlign, bottom][atrb=style, background: url('http://i.imgur.com/gdBBi.png');][style=background-color: #b6b6b6; width: 110px; font-size: 9px; color: #000000; text-align: justify; padding: 2px; opacity: 0.7; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 2px; font-family: tahoma;]words -- 392[/style][style=background-color: #b6b6b6; width: 110px; font-size: 9px; color: #000000; text-align: justify; padding: 2px; opacity: 0.7; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 2px; font-family: tahoma;]tags -- jason[/style][style=background-color: #b6b6b6; width: 110px; font-size: 9px; color: #000000; text-align: justify; padding: 2px; opacity: 0.7; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 2px; font-family: tahoma;]notes -- tv was a lot of background noise, so this may not be as coherent as it should be. D':[/style] [style=background-color: #b6b6b6; width: 100px; padding: 7px; opacity: 0.7; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 2px;] [/style][style=background-color: #b6b6b6; width: 110px; font-size: 9px; color: #597da2; text-align: center; padding: 2px; opacity: 0.7; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; font-family: tahoma;]credit to ZETTA of LS & BTN[/style] | [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0px,true][atrb=vAlign, bottom][atrb=style, background: url('http://i.imgur.com/gdBBi.png');][style= width: 265px; height: 350px; opacity: 0.6; font-family: verdana; font-size: 10px; color: #4b4a4a; background-color: #FFFFFF; text-align: justify; padding: 5px; overflow: auto;]Decisions like these were the hardest to make. It was easiest to think about when sorted through. You could take any potential decision and split it into two categories: pros and cons. Everything was simpler when you organized it. So this was what he had so far. Pros were that he might find himself, might figure out who he is. Why he had those giant white wings on his back. Why he had to hide them. He wouldn't be living in his own wealthy but lonely world anymore, if there really were more kids like him. And maybe, for once, he'd feel like he could actually belong. Then there were the cons. One, he didn't have it so bad. it was a one in a million chance that a foster child would be adopted by a rich and respectable family, and even less likely that that family would be the one who gave you so much space that they'd never even seen your bare back before. He may have been lonely because of it, but he lived comfortably. Got the best education. Sometimes even went to the social gatherings and met the bigwigs of Orchid City. All in all, it could be a whole lot worse. Was it really his place to give all of that up on a whim? Really, it evened out. Or he'd thought it did, when he'd first made the lists. Then he'd leaned back in the chair, tapped his chin with his pencil, and wondered what he was missing. After a moment it hit him. And slowly he wrote the single word down in the "pros" list. Family. And that's what made up his mind, he supposed. He wasn't going to give everything up yet. But the Jason kid and everything he said had at least a little merit, right? He may have laid the sci-fi on pretty thick -- actually, there was no doubt that he did. Once in a dream, though, the boy was sure he'd seen the dark-winged teen before... So the precognition thing could have done it, too. Either way, there Eden was, heading towards that back alley where nearly one exact day ago he'd told Jason he'd meet him again. And true to his word he rounded the corner, dropped his bag, and waited to see if the elder boy would show.[/style] |
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0px,true][cs=2][atrb=vAlign, bottom][atrb=style, width: 420px; background: url('http://i.imgur.com/gdBBi.png'); -moz-border-radius: 0px 0px 30px 30px; -o-border-radius: 0px 0px 30px 30px; border-radius: 0px 0px 30px 30px; -webkit-border-radius: 0px 0px 30px 30px;] [style=font-size: 26px; font-family: verdana; color: #648db8; text-shadow: 2px 2px 5px #b7b7b7; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: -5px;]i don't know how to be myself[/style][style=background: #4c85c1; opacity: 0.6; font-family: verdana; font-size: 8px; letter-spacing: 4px; text-align: justify; -moz-border-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-radius: 15px; -o-border-radius: 15px; border-radius: 15px; padding: 2px; margin-left: 10px; margin-right: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; color: #466484;]how i can become myself[/style] |
